striving to become a better person even though I was kicked out

You don’t know my struggle

“You don’t know my heartache and pain” You don’t know, my story

Life has handed me a lifetime of heartache and pain, in which I almost lost my mind. The pain was so unbearable, who could withstand? Except by the grace of God, who was on my side.

Numbers 23:19

God has said in His word, “He will never leave you or forsake you “, it is that promise that I stand on. The word of God goes on to say, that He is not a man that He should lie, nor the son of man, that He should repent, hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good? This is the word of God for the people of God, according to Numbers 23:19

As the saying goes, if it wasn’t for bad luck, I wouldn’t have any luck at all. Okay, I want you to stop thinking in this manner immediately, you are what you tell your self, good or bad. In the Bible from the Book of Proverbs, chapter 23, the King James Version, says: … For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he.

The struggle is real

I realize your struggle is real, I realize you are hurting, please understand this, you are not alone. Whether you believe it or not, God is yet on the throne. Through your hurt, your pain, your grief, through your depression, your anguish, your disbelief, your anger, your hate, the manipulation, the job loss, the homelessness, your drug addiction, the rejection, or the suicidal thoughts and the list goes on. I personally know what it feels like to experience some of these issues.

You’re hurting and it seems as if no one understands, as a matter of fact, it seems as if no one cares. But it is not true dear one, God does care. You’re probably saying if He cares so much? Why doesn’t He intervene? This truly is a good question, it’s my question, I question God all the time. I talk to Him as if He was one of the ordinary people I conversate with on a regular basis. I don’t always get an answer, I don’t always know what to think, but I know there is one greater than myself, who is in control.

As a matter of fact, I know God is real, through my personal experiences. God has shown me, for my own personal good just how real He is. Absolutely no one can make me doubt Him. Although many had tried. It boils down to a personal relationship with the creator of the universe. It’s an intimate relationship that you and God will have. It is at that moment that you will know.

He has shown me personally His magnificence, and how intricate He can be. His ubiquitous presence can be felt everywhere. He is the all knowing, omnipresent God.

Let me say this, in your hurting, you have the tendency to lash out and or be a little mean spirited, you are angry at the world. You often times don’t believe God is real. In your state of uncertainty I implore you to earnestly seek God and the answers you desire.

The struggle is real, Zacardi Cortez sings about the struggle and how he endured, but God had a plan for his life. One must fall into the will of God. In order to find purpose in this world.

Encourage Yourself In the Lord

Joy comes in the morning my friend, if you could just put your trust in the Lord. He will never leave you nor forsake you. But you must first BELIEVE and RECEIVE.

Your battles, your struggles, or your situation will get better, if you could just hold out, if you can trust God’s word. There is going to come a time when you know that you know for yourself Jesus is real. It is at that point that no one will be able to convince you otherwise.

No, people don’t know your struggle, but in order to free yourself from some of the hurt or confusion, feel free to share with others. You might just help someone else whose struggle is greater than yours.

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